Give Your Jacket

Giving your jacket to your girl when she is really cold is what a real gentleman does. You won’t care about yourself even you are half-naked or you are cold too as long as you are sure that she is warmth. You will prefer her own health and condition rather than your own. I tell you, if you do this, she will always remember this in her lifetime. She will even treasure your jacket. She might hug it during her sleeps and still feel your warmth against her body. She might also smell it to know your scent because that reminds her of pure love and gentleness you give to her.
(I don’t own this photo)

Lucky Enough

You are one lucky person if you already have that someone who is very much in love to you. Who is willing to do everything just to fill your heart with so much happiness. Who is ready to give it all for you. Who is ready to take the risks just to give you everything you want. Who does all the things he/she can just for you to say. 

If I were you, I will always treasure that person because nowadays, those persons and one-of-a-kind. It’s a one-in-a-million chance that you will find someone like them. Consider yourself lucky if you found him/her already. Don’t ever let him/her go. And always return the favor. 

Picture To Burn

You love that person so much but what did he/she give you in return? Tons of heartaches, pains and sufferings. You feel so betrayed with the love you feel. You fall in love to a wrong person who doesn’t know your true worth and value. Don’t chase for him/her. If he/she wants it that way, be it. Don’t shed a tear. A person like him/her doesn’t deserve a single tear from you. You are special. And that person is too stupid not to see that. 

All you have to do is to show to him/her that he/she is not your loss. You are his/her loss. You are the best thing that can ever happen to his/her life. Prove to him/her that he/she is just another picture to burn. Prove to him/her that you can still spring back to your old self. Prove to him/her that he/she is just a dark memory of your past that you can forget anytime you want. And prove to him/her that you can still have a happy life without him/her around. Lastly, prove to him/her that there is still a lot of fishes in the ocean. 

When You Fall in Love to a Girl

You should be:

• Understanding. Why? Because girls have this so-called mood swings that every now and then happens. If you are not understanding enough, that will always be the source of your fights and arguments.
• Patient. Why? Once in a month, they will have menstrual period that we, boys can never ever understand how it feels. Be patient if her mood shifts from here to another.
• Calm. Why? Girls are sensitive. If you are the kind of guy who loves to shout, most likely, you will hurt the feelings of your girl. Always be gentle and calm with the way you speak or express your feelings.
• Gentle. Why? Gentle in the sense of being gentle. Whether in actions or in words. Every girl loves a gentleman. That makes them feel more feminine.
• Affectionate. Why? Girls love it when their boys show their affection towards them because they can feel that they are truly loved. And one more thing, not all boys are showy. So if you show your affection to them, they will most likely feel that you really love them because you are not afraid to show your feelings.
• Surprising. Why? Every girl loves surprises. It shouldn’t be big or extravagant. That thought that you exerted efforts to surprise them just to see them happy is very heart-warming.
• Musician. Why? You don’t necessarily have to know all the instruments. At least one will do. Girls love being serenaded by the boys they love. It really makes them feel special.
• Protective. Why? there are rude boys out there. They might disrespect your girls. So you should always be alert. You should protect them to those bad guys. They will love you more if you emerge as their knights in shining armors.
• Listener/Adviser. Why? Girls have tons of insecurities in their system. They also love to brag and nag about something. You should always listen to them especially to their problems no matter how boring it gets in your perspective. You should always lend them your ears. And you should give them advises of what to do about certain cases.
• Humorous. Why? Not every guy possessed this kind of ability. Though you are not the handsomest or the hottest guy out there, when you've got this thing, you can make her fall in love to you deeper.
• Spontaneous. Why? Because girls appreciate it when your actions or your words come naturally. Not in a way that you forced them to come out of you. The feelings wouldn't be there if it's not spontaneous.

Moving On

I wish that moving on is as easy as reciting the alphabet. As easy as memorizing the multiplication table. As easy as finding the common denominator of certain fractions. As easy as finding the least common denominator or the greatest common factor. As easy as constructing sentences using the sentence patterns. As easy as singing your favorite songs. 

But it is not. It is as difficult as memorizing the periodic table element and their atomic numbers, mass, protons, electrons and neutrons. As difficult as memorizing the different parts of the different parts of the human body system and their functions. As difficult as memorizing those dates and events of the history.

In short, moving on is too complicated.

Love

Both of you may be madly in love to each other. You share the same passion. You keep on doing those sweet gestures to one another to express your affection and care. But what if a VERY BIG problem arises? Will everything still be the same? Will the fire of your love still be burning? Or one of you will give up? One of you will let go?

Love is not all about those sweetness and passion. It is also about being strong and the ability to hold on and the will to fight for it until the end. Those happy moments are part of every relationship, same go with the silly fights and arguments. They test the both of you/ They make you stronger. They make the bond tighter. They make the relationship healthier so when that BIG PROBLEM comes, both of you will be prepared to fae it together, without giving up and letting go. 

The Passion

Tons of people can write but not everyone has the passion. Writing should be a passion. If you want to be a writer someday, you should be passionate about it. Without the passion, it’s just a waste of time. What you do will be just a piece of crap. 

Writing is also an escape and way of expressing. I understand that most of the aspiring writers want to be famous. Of course, they want their thoughts to be heard. They want to serve as the voices of those people who can’t express themselves. But before they achieve such fame, they should keep in mind that they should first write for themselves. They should put pieces of themselves on whatever they are doing. They should pour their heart out because if they don’t do it, it will be just non-sense.

Readers can sense it if the writers are just writing to impress or garner fame. They can feel if the writers are truly enjoying what they are doing. They can feel if the writers actually have the passion in writing.

If you will just write for the sake of fame, you cannot ever call yourself a good writer. Writers write to fulfill and satisfy their passionate desire to write, not to please people. Yes, writers have readers but their first readers are themselves. 

If you write for yourself, you will not even bother if people are criticizing your works because in the first place you write, not for them, You write for yourself. You write because you can’t live without writing.

If you have the passion in writing, you are one lucky individual. Just keep on writing. 

Being Immortal

Do you think that it’s a cool idea? You will be immortal and you will be able to do the things you want to do. You will not fear death because you can defy it. You will not worry about danger, fatal illness and calamities because you will not die. You are immortal so you will challenge yourself to death. You will do the most dangerous acts that can cause death to an ordinary human being. Cool, isn’t it?

But then, being immortal is one of the saddest things that can ever happen to humans (if it actually exists). Every people around you whom you value, love and treasure so much will gradually pass away. They will all leave you behind. Do you want something like that? Do you want to be left alone in a world full of strangers? 

From generations to generations, you will witness tragic deaths of people. Especially those people who are close to your heart. Seeing something like that is even more terrifying than actual death. Seeing your love ones die actually kills you. Your physical immortality can’t help you with this.

Being immortal is cool if all the people you love are immortals too.

But then, when you are immortal, you will be restless. You will have to battle this life relentlessly . And that sucks. People needs rest. That’s why be thankful that you are mortal because someday, it will all end. 

Little Things

I love the way you rest your head on my shoulder because it feels so right. I love the way your hands fit into mine because it feels like you're really meant for me. I love the way you run your fingers through your hair because you look so stunning. I love the way your facial expressions suddenly shift because I get the chance to witness the most amazing milisecond.

I love the way how your voice sounds because it's my most favorite song ever. I love the way you walk because it just makes me fall to you harder. I love the way you eat because it is so natural and refine, I love the way you argue with me because it's the sweetest thing ever.

I love the way you say, 'i hate yo' because it makes me love you more. I love the way you say 'I need you' because it makes me feel like I'm your knight in shining armor. I love the way you express your love for me because it proves that I 'm above all those guy you didn't choose. 

I love every little thing about you because those little things make me love you more and  more. Those little things make my love for you stronger. Those little things have big impact on me. 

Blessings in Disguise

The world will keep on revolving even you carry a lot of burdens on your shoulders. The sun will still rise to the east and set to the west. People will keep on moving and the vehicles will still honk. 

Meaning, problems in life won't make the world stop. They are given by God to test you. To make you learn something you're suppose to learn and know. Don't be a cry baby. Don't lock yourself in your room, sitting in one corner or wrapping the blanket around you. Don't be an EMO. Don't be a coward. Face your problems.

Nothing will happen if you keep on doing that. Problems are just problems. G comes first before P in alphabet, right? Meaning, you should look up and put God first rather than your problems. They are part of this life. So does God. God gave you those complex situations and circumstances for you to talk to Him.  For you to believe His will. Those problems carry something that will benefit you in the future. They are blessings in disguise 

Get out of the dark and see the light of life. 

Being Stubborn

You may have your family and friends but the only person who will help you in dealing with your problems is yourself. They can say their thoughts, opinions and advises but then, it's still up to you whether you will take those words or not. 

They may be willing to help you but when you're the one who is stubborn to deal with it and help yourself, it's non-sense. Useless. It's gotta be a two-way process. They will help you and you'll help yourself.

If you insist on not helping yourself, those people around you might get tired of helping you. Don't be stubborn. Grow up. Be mature. Help yourself.

Trust

She is always giving him a lot of chances but all he does is to let her down. She knows that she loves him much but she is so tired of hearing his silly sorries and apologies. She is tired for his make-up stories. That’s why even she loves him, she gotta let go. She knows that nothing will happen if she will just continue their love. They are just hitting the same old spot all over again. This time, she told herself that she will not be carried away with his eyes, words, and angelic face because she realized that all were just acts. She’s tired of being a fool in his arms. She is no more that same stupid old girl. He is the one who forced her to change. He is the one who mold her to be that way. Because of him, she is now having a hard time to trust again. She thinks that all boys are like him. 

She hates the Nights

Do you know why she hates the night and being alone in her room? Because all the stupid memories are flashing back to her. Those pains and heartaches are so vivid and clear as if it just happened yesterday. She doesn’t have any choice but to wrap her arms around her pillow and cry like a baby. She knows that past is past but she is really a having a hard time to move on. She really loves that guy but he betrayed her. She hates nights because it makes her weak and vulnerable. 

Change

Change is the only constant thing in this world. It is inevitable. Whether we like it or not, things will change. Everything around us will change. Our age, our faces, our behaviors and expressions. So do our feelings and emotions. Even the memories of the past will change. It’s just a matter of acceptance. We should embrace change especially when it will make us a much better individual. We should try to explore our lives. This life offers are wide range of opportunities that will hone us as persons. If we will just stick ourselves to the usual things we do, it will really be boring. Try to add some spice. We should get out of our comfort zone. We will not be able to see how beautiful this life is if we will not let change enter our lives. Change is created for us to realize something. 

Raw Talents

In this life, we are all given equal chances and opportunities. We are all born with talents. They are special gifts from God. Maybe for now, some still doesn’t know theirs but sooner or later, they will unfold those cool talents. 

But it is always up to us how we will hone those talents and use them in ways that can improve our way of living. Those talents can serve as good armor for the battle of life. If you already know your talents, don’t waste them. Use them as long as possible. Let them grow. Some may want your talents but unfortunate to acquire them so be thankful for what you have. 

What if this is Your Last Day

What if this is your last day?

You woke up with a very big smile across your face and hoping that this day will be one of the best though you are pretty unaware what will happen next. Everybody wants to have a long life but what if this is your last day on earth?

You did all your usual daily activities like eating breakfast, taking a bath, dressing up and looking in the mirror. You even bid good bye to your love ones with high hopes and extreme happiness not knowing that it’ll be your last. 

What if along the way you’ve been hit by a car? What if a madman is on the loose and stabbed you because he just wanted to? What if a stray bullet hit you directly in your chest? What if an earthquake occurred and you’ve been aggravated by falling debris? What if you trip with your head first?

See, there’s a lot of possibilities in every day life that can cost your life. What if this is really your last day? 

Treat everyday as if it’s your last, do the things that make you happy, extend and express your love and affection to people you love so at least, if this is your last day, you will die without any regret. 

Date On Wheels

Try to be different this time. Ask her on a date but it's not like the usual one, like eating on a prestigious restaurants in a candle light, or watching romantic chick flicks together, or going to the mall. Just to be different from those usual dates, date her on wheels. 

It will be cooler if you date her on wheels. Meaning, you will wear comfortable clothes you usually wear at home. You will drive along the high way watching the city lights, feeling the breeze and enjoying your moments together.

You will also talk about random stuff like the old guy you see walking down the street, the poor kid who asked your to spare him, the lovers you saw walking hand to hand. 

Both of you will sing your favorite love songs even you hit the tune wrong. You won't care if anybody else hears you as long as you are having the time of your life. As you sing, she might stand and dance like crazy not even caring if she might trip. 

You will also make a constant stop-over when your tummies growl. You will choose the craziest food store to eat some exotic foods and your faces can't be painted even by Da Vinci because you can't make out the taste of the food you've ordered. But you are both enjoying and laughing so hard. 

After that, she will ride the shotgun again raising both of her hands while feeling the cold wind and shouting that 'This is the craziest but best date ever!' as you keep on driving. 

You will watch her with a sweet smile on your face because you can't believe that she did really like your little out-of-the-ordinary date.

(I don't own this photo) 

What if??

Billion people walked off the earth. One of them has the other half of your heart. Maybe, you already met that person of you will just meet. But in this world, there are lots of possibilities. 

What if that person is one of the persons you’ve just seen in a crowd but you didn’t pay attention to? What if you already passed by that person when you are both riding an escalator?What if that person is sitting next to you when you are in a public vehicle but you are both too busy texting somebody? What if that person is the one you saw outside the window of the bus you are in? What if both of you are looking at the window at the same time but your buses just passed by within a blink an eye? What if that person is the one who asked you what time is it but you didn’t notice because you are too busy talking over your phone? 

What if that person is the one who cries out for help? What if that person is the one writing this? What if that person is the one reading this but you don’t know cause you are both in virtual world?

See, small and little moments in life that we take for granted most of the times are sometimes important. The chance for you to meet the right one for you slipped through your fingers within a blink of an eye that you didn’t even notice. 

What you call Fate...

It’s crazy that out of the billion people on earth, you are able to find your best of friends who will fit into your mood, attitudes, behavior and personality. They will even accept you for who you are. You will also find those people who are willing to drag you down, who will not stop until you are at your utmost vulnerability. And most especially, you will find the right one for you who in sickness and in health will always be there for you. the one who will offer you unconditional love. 

Just like in stories, the writers deliberately think about their characters to make the stories more interesting. Just like what God did into your life. He put those people He believes will make your life, worthwhile, interesting and a ‘real’ life. Every person in your life has their significance purpose. Without one of them, you’re life will be a total different, It will be incomplete. They are like pieces of puzzle that make and complete the beautiful images when linked together. 

Dance with Her

Always dance her whenever you get the chance. Whenever you are alone together, dance with her, even there’s no music like jazz, tango and reggae. Just dance her. Take her hands and sway with the breeze. Make some simple movements of your feet. You will see that there’s a very beautiful and sweet smile across her face though she might say that you’re corny. 

It doesn’t matter if you can dance or not but it is always the thought that counts. The effort you exerted just to make her happy. 

As your hips move and sway, put your forehead close to her and look directly into her eyes. Tell her how much her eyes shine bright and beautifully. Tell her how much you love her. And when the ‘music’ ends, gently kiss her on the lips.

( I don’t own this photo) 

Colors of Love

There are different colors which are associated in love and each color has its significant meaning.

Blue, yes, it is indeed cool when you fall in love. You have those extreme happiness that you never felt before and those butterflies but you will also be in blue when you fall in love. Love is not always those happy and good times, there are also moments of pains, heartaches and struggles.

Red is the color of blood and heart. As stated above, there are also pains in love and when you’ve been broken, your heart will bleed. You will be broken. Everything will be burning red not just in your head but also in your heart. Red is such a strong color and every person should also be strong to overcome this kind of feeling.

Yellow, when you are so much in love to someone, you tend to be possessive and you want that his/her attention to be all yours. You tend to be jealous to everybody he/she is talking to and yellow is the color of jealousy.

White. Your love must be pure and clean. You should keep in mind that love is far different from lust. When you just want to take a person in bed, then you are not in love, you are in lust. Every relationship will not last if it’s full of lust.

Black/Gray. It is not everyday that you will see your partner so there’s a high chance that you will miss him/her. That feeling is black/gray. Everything seems to be dark. Missing him/her is dark grey all alone because you just can’t wait for the next time you will see your partner.

Green. It symbolizes respect. Though you are in a relationship, it doesn’t mean that your partner is your possession. There are still limitations. You should respect that. Understanding and respect are the two vital keys for a relationship to last.

 Orange symbolizes happiness and radiation. When you are in both in love to each other, one’s feelings radiate to the other. It becomes mutual. When you are happy, your partner is also happy and vise versa. Happiness because when you love a person, you will prioritize his/her own happiness first rather than your own.

Love is such a colorful feeling and as you go along with it, you will experience these kinds of color. 

Reassure Her

She has a lot of what if’s in her head like, what if you find someone better than her? What if one day you will wake up that you don’t love her anymore? What if one day you break all your promises to her? What if one day you leave her hanging in the air? What if all of her dreams will crash down? 

You will never know how many what if’s are running through her heads. She might be showing to you that she’s okay, that everything is all right but if you can only read her thoughts, she is really scared and fearful that one day, she will wake up that you are no longer hers. 

If I were you, I will fill her heart with so much happiness, promises and assurance that no matter what happens, you will still be that same guy or a much better guy who will never leave her. You will not that guy who will bring back the haunting memories of her past. Prove to her that you will be that guy who is willing to marry her and willing to grow old with her even she is not the prettiest, sexiest and smartest.

Assurance, that’s what she wants from you so all of her what if’s will subside. 

(I don't own this photo)

Watching the Fireworks with You

Watching Fireworks with You

Hey, I know that you love fireworks that’s why I want to take you in a place where we can both watch firework show. I want us to watch those sparkling and crackling eyes. I want to hear how you say ‘Wow! That’s beautiful! That’s great! That’s amazing!’ every time you see those beautiful lights in the night sky.

But I am afraid that I will not enjoy the show because I bet, I will just look in your face with a sweet smile across your face. With this kind of date, I can see the childish side of you. I can see how amazed you can be to a simple firework. We will be both filled with sparkles and love as we watch fireworks together. But I say, your eyes are even shining bright than those fireworks. Your eyes are the most beautiful kind of firework I ever see.

I will wrap my arm around you and you will put your head on my shoulder and with that, I will be filled with so much happiness, I want to thank God for the opportunity that He gives to me. That is being able to watch some beautiful show with the girl who means the most to me. 

And when the show ends, we will walk hand in hand talking how lovely that night has been. Then, I will promise that I will take you again to another firework show someday. 

(I don’t own these photos)

I will tell him

When the time comes that it’s about time that he will take my place in your heart, I will tell him to give you flowers everyday. Tulip to be exact because that’s your favorite. I will tell him to write you long love letters because you love reading them. I will tell him to take pictures of you together because you love compiling them or making scrapbooks. I will tell him to sing you a song while playing a guitar because that’s one of your favorite things. I will tell him to cook for you your favorite dishes. I will tell him to run into your home two in the morning when you have silly fights over the phone just to beg for your forgiveness. 

I will tell him to dance and kiss you under the pouring rain. I will tell him to hug you tight when you are feeling cold, down or love and assure you that everything will be okay. I will tell him to remind you always how much he loves you and he will never leave you no matter what. I will tell him to give you reassurance about his feelings toward you.

I will tell him all of these because these are the things which I know that can make you happy. I love so much that’s why I have to tell him all of these because we have to take our separate ways. 

The Girl who Loves to Paint

The Girl who Loves to Paint

You will be one lucky guy if you fall in love to a girl who loves to paint. Why? Every stroke of her brush, every colors of her paint, you will be the one who runs on her head all the time. You are her inspiration to create a very beautiful painting and masterpiece.

If you fall in love with a girl who loves to paint, you will know all of her thoughts, dreams and imagination for the both of you when you look at her works. Of course, her paintings reflect her feelings and emotions.

If she is happy with you, it will mirror to her paintings. But when you make her sad, I assure you that her works are gloomy. So always make a girl who loves to paint happy whenever she is with you. 

Her paintings are the emotions and feelings you created in her. 

(I don’t own this photo)

Skateboards

Don’t you think that it’s sweet if we both know how to play skateboards? I will teach you first on how to ride it. I will hold your hand tight then you will shriek when the board suddenly moves because you are afraid that you might fall out. Then, I have to endure those yells from you though I am smiling ‘coz you are really cute and beautiful when you are afraid.

Then, if you already figure out how to balance, we will start a race and feel the breeze. We will even make a deal. The winner will sing some silly love song or any kind of music. The loser will dance like crazy with the beats of the winner’s voice while shouting how much in love s/he is to his/her partner.

Of course, I will let you win our race because I know that you become happy when you can beat me. Also, I want to look like a fool to you because that can bring so much happiness in your hearts. I love you so much that’s why I always want you to be happy. I want that I am one of the sources of your happiness. 

(I don’t own this photo)

Hug Her From Behind

Hug Her From Behind

Always surprise her like when she is deep in her thoughts, give her a big hug from the back while whispering ‘I love you’. It is more romantic and sweeter. Let her feel your warmth against her. Make her comfortable with that hug. Let her hold your arms when you you give her a back hug. And if she talks about her thoughts, put your chin on her head and listen carefully to her then hug her even tighter before you speak out your opinions.

See, she will never ever forget that kind of hug. Among all those hugs you give her, hugs from behind are the most romantic.

(I don’t own this photo, credits to the owner/s)

Is there something wrong?

You don’t have to ask this question to her when it is really obvious. She will just lie to you. By the looks in her eyes, the tone of her voice and even her body language, you can already figure out that there is something wrong. Sit next to her. Put your arm around her and let her head rest on your chest. Don’t force her to talk because she will when she is ready. Just stay by her side. You mere presence is enough to comfort her. 

Boys Love Being Surprised Too

As much as you, girls love being surprised by boys, they also love them. It doesn’t matter how big or small it is, but it’s the thoughts and the efforts that count. They also want to feel that feeling you feel when they surprise you. They are just shy to tell it to you but they are longing to admit it.

Surprises can also bring so much happiness in their hearts. By doing so, they can feel that you really love them, that they are also have some value. That you are also willing to exert some efforts for them just to show how much they mean to you.

Surprises are one of the little things that express love. So, girls, if you want to show your affection and love to your boys, surprise them. Of course you will not tell them that you will prepare a surprise for them because it’s a surprise, right? What’s the essence if you are going to reveal it?  

(I don’t own this photo)

We're Just Boys

We are just acting strong in front of you but in reality we want you to comfort us. We may be laughing but then in reality we are crying in our hearts. We are just teasing you because that’s our only way to be closer to you. We may not understand your mood swings but then we are willing to bear with you. We may not provide you the opinion and thoughts you want to hear from us when you share your problems, but we are very much willing to provide our shoulders for you to cry on.

We may not always be telling you everything about us but we trust you. We are not just fond of those silly drama on conversation. We may not see you everyday but we promise that we will always be there for you when you need us most. 

We will always protect you. But just so you know, we also want your comfort and understanding because we’re just boys. We are also human beings. Like you, girls, we are experiencing pains and heartaches. We are just too stubborn to deal with them but we long for your understanding. 

Magic Of Words

Somebody might belittle words. They might say that words are just words. But they are getting it all wrong. Words have magic. They are magicians. They just not create illusion and magic but also powerful impact to people who will hear them. 

Words are the reason why we can understand one other. Words are the bridge for us to communicate our thoughts, feelings and emotions. Words can change somebody’s feelings and moods. 

Words may be little but are so powerful. They also create beautiful or even haunting images in our heads when we hear or read them in pages of the books. Words are like human beings. If certain words are combine with another words, they become more beautiful and meaningful like us, human beings. They also have feelings. Those feelings will never be understood if you never appreciate them and dig their true meanings.

Magic of words, have you ever felt them? 

Have you ever Wonder

Have you ever wonder what’s the feeling of being loved by a writer? You will always portray the main character of his/her writings. The writer will always get portion of your features to describe the physical appearance of his/her characters. Your personalities will still be present. And most especially, the scenes of the story will be either based on his/her experiences with you or his/her dreams for the both of you. 

It will truly feels great when you are being loved by a writer. By just reading his/her writings, you can already fell his/her love, passion and affection for you. And you can also figure out what’s going on through his/her head when it comes to you. 

Washing the Dishes

It could also be romantic and another form of bonding for the two of us. We can also show our affection and love for each other through this. How? As we go near to the kitchen sink, we can play with the water and bubbles. We can sprinkle and blow them to our faces. 

We can also play tug-of-war with the plate for few seconds then I will use my strength to pull you closer to me, Then I’ll embrace you tight and feel your warmth against my body and the brush of our skin. 

I will catch myself looking at you intently in the eyes. Eventually, I’ll raise your head and get the chance to put my lips to yours. We will share that romantic kiss being watched by the plates, spoons, forks, casseroles and bubbles. 

( I don’t know own these photos)

Memories

Days are slowly dragging by. Nights are haunting me. This bed seems bigger the last time I remember. I used to listen at your soft breathing while you’re asleep… but now, what I’ve got are memories of you.

I remember those times when I used to sing you to sleep. Then I’ll give you loving and good night kisses. But now, they are precious memories in my head.

Even those times that we both can’t sleep flashed back in my mind. You will rest your head on my chest then we’ll talk about random things like our dreams and future. Even the silly and embarrassing experiences we had back then.

I remember everything. I can still see all of those memories clear and vivid in my head. They are all coming back to me. And I know that those memories will never happen again because you’re gone for good. You’re gone forever. I know that you’re in the safe and loving hands of our God that’s why I will be confident that you are doing good. I won’t pray to Hi, to guide and protect you like when you’re still alive because I know that He always will. I will just send Him my prayers to tell you how much I love and miss you. 

Sleepy Phone Calls

I want to have a phone call with you at night when we are both sleepy. Because I can find your voice too sexy. How you try to lower your voice because you are afraid that your parents might hear you. Then we will make a deal that who falls asleep first will give a prize to the winner such as long and tender hugs or sweet and passionate kisses. 

We will fight our drowse even our eyes are too heavy. We will try to think of some silly topics to start a conversation even our minds are already malfunctioning. Then you will lose in the ‘game’. I will listen for a moment to your soft snore. A simple smile will curve across my face. 

Though I know you’re asleep, I will still tell ‘I love you, Sweet Dreams and tomorrow, give me my reward but for now, here’s a good night kiss from me.

Then I will turn in for the night with a sweet smile across my face because you are the last person I talked with. 

Too Good to be True

Being loved by someone like you is such a cloud nine feeling. It is too good to be true. I really don’t know how in the world it happened that you fall in love to someone like me. I am just an ordinary and there’s a lot of people who is far far better than me, but look, you chose to fall in love with me. Thank you for that. You don’t know how much it means to me. 

But to tell you honestly, still up to now, I can’t believe that you love me. Above all, I was the one you love. Endless thanks for choosing and loving me. Maybe, love is really magical and mysterious because it binds us together even we have these big differences. 

It’s Killing Him

It’s killing him when he sees you cry because of the silly things he does. It’s killing him when he can’t do anything about to stop you from crying aside from hugging you so tight. He blames himself so much even he didn’t admit it to you. He curses himself. He is not perfect and he commits mistakes most of the time, but he wishes that you will never get tired of him, of loving him. It will kill him if you let him go. You are his life. You are the one who gives light to him. Don’t bid good bye because it will kill him. 

The Girl Who Plays the Guitar

The Girl who Plays the Guitar

I really find her cool and great. The way she  strums and plucks the strings of her guitar mesmerizes me for an unknown unexplainable reason. It will even be cooler when she is left-handed because that’s rare. 

And when she sings with her heart out while playing the guitar, wow, just wow. It gives me the chill. She is like a singing angel sent from up above. I can play the guitar but I still want to learn more and it will even be romantic if she is the one who teaches me. We will play or write a song and we will sing in duet. That will be fantastic! Don’t you agree? 

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The Girl who Loves to Write

The Girl who Loves to Write

I really find that girl amazing and full of wisdom. The way she combines those words together to make some magical phrases and sentences is so hypnotizing. I wonder where on earth did she get those ideas. I wonder how she puts those crazy ideas in her head when she started writing. I wonder how she manages to put her heart out to those words and pages of her notebook.

I think, there is that specific guy who runs constantly in her head while writing those things and I envy that guy because he is so damn lucky. He is the main subject of her stories. He is the guy who inspires her a lot. That’s why I really envy him.

I love to watch this girl who loves to write as she writes down everything. How she stops to find the perfect words, how her facial expression changes when she thinks that those she already wrote are not quite good enough, how she runs her fingers into her hair when it obstructs her vision because I want to see the beautiful raw sceneries before she finishes such good writings. 

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