Memories

Days are slowly dragging by. Nights are haunting me. This bed seems bigger the last time I remember. I used to listen at your soft breathing while you’re asleep… but now, what I’ve got are memories of you.

I remember those times when I used to sing you to sleep. Then I’ll give you loving and good night kisses. But now, they are precious memories in my head.

Even those times that we both can’t sleep flashed back in my mind. You will rest your head on my chest then we’ll talk about random things like our dreams and future. Even the silly and embarrassing experiences we had back then.

I remember everything. I can still see all of those memories clear and vivid in my head. They are all coming back to me. And I know that those memories will never happen again because you’re gone for good. You’re gone forever. I know that you’re in the safe and loving hands of our God that’s why I will be confident that you are doing good. I won’t pray to Hi, to guide and protect you like when you’re still alive because I know that He always will. I will just send Him my prayers to tell you how much I love and miss you.